So I haven't used this site since May 2009 right after my Grandma passed away.I was super depressed the last time I posted because of her passing. She basically raised me and I considered her my mom more than my grandma. A lot of time has passed and I still am heart broken that she is no longer here and a part of my life but God is healing my heart slowly and using all of the times I am upset about her not being here to really draw me closer to Him.
With that said I want to say that I think I am going to start blogging on here again and use it more often then I have been using my Tumblr to get my thoughts out. I put up a link to this site on my Tumblr but really I don't care if any of my followers actually comes over here and reads this blog. I just really need blog.I know I have friends who don;t understand why I have this need but I do. It's like venting without feeling guilty because if someone decides to read this its their choice its not me hanging out and then I just start unloading on them and they didn't expect it.
I know some people still wont understand why I even need to vent in the first place but I do.. I am tired now and might decide to explain why I need to vent in a future post but for now I must say thanks for reading if you decide to read. And if no one is reading this then oh well... I am still going to be blogging. :D
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